urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:starsxlollirot Angry On The Inside Star 2004-07-13T18:55:04Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:starsxlollirot:1759 2004-07-13T18:55:04Z 2004-07-13T18:55:04Z None. moving in with Xev is funally done, its so fun. i think im going to talk to her about gtetting a kittien. i found the cutest one while i was out. well.. i have to get to work. bye<br /><br />Star urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:starsxlollirot:1428 2004-07-08T22:51:56Z 2004-07-08T22:51:56Z None. i have been working alot so that i can get enough money to make my move... i started to pack my things, i decided to back down on the spee, to once a day or once ever few days, its been really hard to.. but im going to... i should be be in her house fully by tomarrow or saturday. i wish that my boyfriend was still with me, i miss him, but hes not... i hate being in love. anyways.. nothing new, so ill be on my way. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:starsxlollirot:1124 2004-07-06T02:09:17Z 2004-07-06T02:09:17Z None. its been a while, all i have been doing is speed, and sleeping.. i worked yesterday... it blows... i have nothing new... im going to be moving in with Xev. its going to be really fun... i cant wait.<br /><br />Star urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:starsxlollirot:971 2004-07-03T17:45:27Z 2004-07-03T17:45:27Z None. I just wpke up, feeling very wierd... i thought maybe some speed would cheer me up, so i snorted a few pills, and then i smooke some speed... it feels great. what more can i say? i dont have to work again until next week... so im sitting around the apartment... i guess thats it...<br /><br />::..StAr::..:: urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:starsxlollirot:621 2004-07-02T20:02:51Z 2004-07-02T20:02:51Z Kittie - Brackish i think its been a few since i decided to uipdate, i cut myself yesterday and i woke up with blood all over myself, i dont rmemmber me doing it... i met someone the other day, but i dont think we were ment to be together. I met a new friend. Her name is Xev... shes really pretty, i envy her... shes gorgeous, i wish i could be like her. i have no friends on here... i wonder where to find them... <br /><br />::..StaR..:: urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:starsxlollirot:372 2004-07-02T00:43:39Z 2004-07-02T00:43:39Z Fiction(dreams in digital) - orgy My first journal entry, and my first ever journal... it feels kinda good to have somehthing to write to.... i kinda like it, so i guess here im supposed to talk about whats going on in my life right? well here i go... the other day i cut myself deep becuase my boyfriend had broken up with me... i started using a new drug to, anything to take away the pain i have on myself... for the first time i used speed, using that made me forget about everything... i need to look for a new roommate... since i no longer have a boyfriend... i suppose i should start now... work has been good... i like working at "The Cat's Meow". fun place... well i think i might stop now... i need to talk to someone... i need to drink... im twitching from withdrawls... my god my spelling is horrid...<br /><br /><br />::..::sTar::..::